just having conversations with thoughts in my head...

eff. i don't really have pictures to post but i'll just archive what happened to me during the week because this is my little online journal afterall...zz

today is the official beginning of summer? i think. when was the equinox then?

felt good to sleep in... too bad i couldn't have slept in more this semester...if only i finished those required 15 hours earlier zz.

my coworker asked if i could "teach" painting in the summer...i reluctantly agreeded...
i hate cleaning up after kids but if they make stuff for me i can have more junk to decorate my walls with.

i need an intervention or something...when i can identify with sappy love songs i can already diagnose what is wrong with me...
but i'm one of those bottled up people...heheh...can't wait till' summer so i can see a good friend of mine again. it's been like 6 months since we've hung out

in my last stats class before finals my teacher says i just need an 80% to get an A so i will be working my ass off for that A! not sure about my fate in my women's history class though...as much as i like my teacher...she's a really hard grader -__-. my comparative politics class i got a 78% on one exam and a 74%(?) on the 2nd...quizzes...i don't even remember...my book review should be okay...i don't even know about my fate in that class either...hopefully a B...but i want an A -__-! same for english...i've been getting B's in everything with like one A-...

on tuesday my boss brought tiny cupcakes from dots and said "a little piece of happiness" in a kind of sad tone...i felt the same way...zzz...i love it when my workplace buys little treats for everyone it is soo thoughtful and nice *flashbacks to horrible first job*...i'll hopefully stay there until i'm done with my undergrad...which could've been done by next year...eeesh but it's probably one of the few places where i can interact with people and have people appreciate me...so i'm kind of glad i've dragged it a bit...

well anyway pictures.
what i wore today.


dimples or double eyelids...i'd rather have double eyelids...

^i'm actually surprised at being able to capture that

...getting my money's worth...soda looks more expensive in clear cups...yes i bite my straw


some fucker parked this close to me on tuesday. from now on i am parking infront of dividers...piece of shit...


my hurrr. can't wait for my bangs to grow past my eyebrows...my skin is def better since i've stopped taking a certain protein shake.

and finally, don't be discouraged...everyone can be a model these days with the power of makeup and lenses.


next on my list of junk to buy. new jeans...that aren't in gray or blue. yeeee...have my eyes on a pair of olive and brown jeans but anxiously praying for a coupon for use.