ultraviolet light, burning hot like you do.

can we synchronize? meet me in the backroom.

i'm coming down with a cold...i can feel it in my throat...all the excess secretions...blarg. how am i going to yell at my devil children tomorrow? my throat is already starting to get burny too...bleh...funny, now matter how mean i am to my kids...they can't learn to be quiet. whenever i try and have a student HELP me make them quiet, they can see how much of a pain it is, but of course they can't control themselves. kids will be kids...if i'm still working there after summer, i'm totally renouncing duties as a second grade "teacher" and choosing a more well behaved class, *cough* my once third graders who'll be fourth graders next year or go back to being a TA (depending on my availability). i'm such a weakling...doesn't help that i'm short either (average height to the normal, short to those who think they are that damn good~), lol.

well anyway, i'm typing a short entry while i digest because i don't want to throw up while exercising. backtracking on my last entry, i "played" pokemon with one of my students on friday. it was like...not even the right way to play. i was like..."okay, how do we set it up" and basically, he just told me to go through the deck he gave me and choose a pokemon, use the attacks, and calculate the damage that way. no use of energy or trainer cards...lol, but what can you expect from a 7 year old anyway. there's all these pokemons i don't even know anymore...like wailtor or someshit...

another one of my kids was absent on friday and i assumed it was because her mom went into labor. my assumption turned out to be correct! i guessed her baby brother's name today too because i asked her if her parents decided on a name yet. how many names can you guess that starts with an A anyway? because all i could guess was Arnold and Aaron, and it was the latter. it was kind of cool though because i was there when she said her mom was preggers and now she ain't!! 9 months sure fly.

years of learning chinese over and over again doesn't really help. well...if i had to do an impromptu message in chinese, i'd fail miserably.

i went to a potluck on friday night with some friends and one of them brought her dog. she was sooo cute. it was a four month old pomeranian. it makes me really want a dog T___T like...after all the potty training and stuff...having a little companion just seems so nice to have, especially when i feel such a disconnect as the months keep passing.

i also played "rock band" for the first time that night. it was so hard...so much harder than dance dance revolution...lol. karoke revolution was also played and that was funner. i also played singstar? i think lol.

we don't have a dryer so whenever it rains really hard, i have to go to the laundromat or i can hope the rain stops a couple days later. it rained quite a bit yesterday. it's like the most rain that has ever hit in a couple years. 

saw this at costco and thought it was really cute.

i'm never buying a size small from ASOS ever again. being stupid, i thought i'd fit it with no problem since my chest measures like 38.5 ~39.5in? which it did fit, can zip with no problems, but my arms, on the other hand, became a bit immobile. what's even more retarded was that i was on ASOS earlier to see if there were anything new on clearance (i'm looking for accessories but nothing has really caught my eye) and i saw that varsity jacket again BUT with a medium available. man! i have the worst luck, and acting on instinct doesn't help sometimes because i thought it'd never show up again on clearance. i'll make it work. lol. i can like...do a ton of cardio and lose some muscle mass and fit in it -___- ~ i'm not even buff. i'm like borderline fit~or semi athletic. blegh. it's also funny because on ASOS, it's like "the model is wearing a size SMALL" and i'm just thinking..."is he just really skinny or am i fucking fat? T__T". the only good thing that came out of it was that i saved about 6$ because there aren't any discount codes that work/is available right now. blah~ i'm such a sucker.

if karmaloop is true to their words, then i have donated 35$ to the red cross because this shirt was 25$ when i bought it (it's now 20$...and won't ship until 3/30). woo~ not much and could buy me a haircut (which i sort of need right now) but i've dl'd so many songs in the past...and never donated to the sichuan disaster so i'm trying to make up for that. i would have donated to sichuan back then, but i didn't find a new job yet after quitting this one shithole store called mervyn's at the time and my bank account was in dire need of money...but since then, i've found a job a liked and made some new friends. i can donate some money even though i could also use it on my selfish self.

lastly, i've never felt so defeated early on...until a couple days ago, LOL.

i'll re-read my entry later. i'm sure i need to fix some crap i typed.
hopefully now it is...pretty easy to read...