I think I'm a pretty good at managing my time. I've allocated time to do this, this, this and that, yet there's still never enough hours in a day. Well, I believe partially it's because I really dislike seeing clips of myself, so I'm always deterring myself from editing videos. This shows how insecure I am, even if I try to keep my composure. I am, however, getting more into the nooks and crannies of Sony Vegas, so my videos are getting better. I mean, if I enjoy seeing the final outcome, then surely everyone else does. But then again, maybe I'm just giving myself too much credit. It's good to be critical too, right? Oh my god, what is going on.
Vaguely, my plan right now is to improve upon this blog and my YouTube channel. That way, my income could grow a bit and I'll have something a bit more resume worthy. I'm trying to get into working in the media or web based media, more specifically. I know companies like AOL and Yahoo! are pooling more money into creating content with actual ads opposed to banners and advertisement space, so I think it's a good sector to try and get into. I have no other real talent anyway...-shifty eyes-. I just know lots of stuff in the news. I really love comic book movies, animals, and food. Furthermore, I bust my balls exercising because I want the kind of body I always see, yet don't have. WHAT ELSE AM I GOOD AT?
As for my hopes in getting a dog post grad, the 50/50 thing might not be in my favor
--Last left off on 4/14/2014--
I crossed out what I typed above about the dog breeder not contacting me. I was jogging one night a week or two after last typing this entry with the breeder asking me if I had found a Samoyed yet because a buyer had backed out last minute. The email freaked me out because I wasn't even done running but I had a million thoughts going through my mind. "No, but should I really go through with this? This is a really big decision. This is a lot of money but I really want one. Am I ready for the responsibility? etc.". I pulled the trigger after messaging several people. I didn't even await their reply. I just screenied my email and sent it to them out of sheer panic. She replied to my email with a questionnaire which I assume is to better understand whether I'm fit for her dogs or not. That thing took me about 2 hours or so to answer and I emailed it pretty quickly. After that, she basically said she'll get to me in a week or next weekend. If she doesn't reply to it by tomorrow, then she's either busy or found another more worthy buyer TOT. If all goes well, I'll be getting a male dog who just so happens to be born three days before my birthday. I'll later then be torn between naming him Remy LeBeau or Titus. Remy because Gambit is one of my favorite X-Men and I can just imagine my dog having a french accent (lol). Titus because it's the name of Damian's dog in the Batman comics.