trying to get to yooooou ooh ooh~ in hopes you're on the other side...talking to me too..oh am i a fool? for talking to the moon~~~
...zzz...i really ought to fix my sleeping schedule...i'm starting to like eating salad more and more now...hehe..
|i got my case in the mail today YAYYY...now for my invisible shield. isn't my wallpaper is so like me?... alone and drinking coffee (as i'm always)|
i have GPS,turn by turn nav, polaroid app, aim, tumblr, fb, and some games my coworker gave me that i can everywhere with me ahh *love*. i guess the only sucky thing is that i use up about 50% of the battery within 24 hours...but it's okay...i've been learning how to not use up battery too fast...it'll probably be better once i get bored with the phone. i also don't need an ipod touch anymore...woowoo~
so anyway, there is a student at my workplace who i really admire and adore because she's so young and understanding at the same time. while discussing about her last name with a friend of mine, she informed me that she was adopted which i've always speculated because she didn't really look like she was a halfie and the only other possibility was that she inherited her last name from a step dad. so yep! if i were to have kids, i'd really like kids like her. i think my coworker found out straight from her too because you know? sometimes girls just feel more comfortable telling other girls really secretive and important stuff while i'm just the brother figure she could play with. how admirable...she was adopted from China and i can tell she's going to be a very pretty and strong hearted girl (much like ginger from soompi, who's an adopted korean and just recently got married).
i don't even know why i brought this up...it's probably because some people don't really think about adoption because they feel like they can't love a child that is technically not theirs but i certainly don't feel that way. it's pretty much like how people build strong attachments to their pets, but i shouldn't put that comparison because orphan/kids put up for adoption ARE NOT second class citizens, as are gays, and etc. raising an understanding child like her is SO much easier than a crazy hyperactive child of your own and I, for one, wouldn't feel any different or treat a child that wasn't mine any different than my own. i definitely admire her parent's decision in raising her. i can tell they're very well educated and hard working too because they send her to my workplace to do her school work, so that they can pick her up at a later time and tuition at my place isn't exactly cheap...
my dad is on a 10 day "vacation" from work as a measure by his company to save money. hopefully the business is fine...but his moping around home is kind of saddening and bothersome to me...-__-. you should hear my mom rant about him in cantonese. this is my english interpretation...so it's not exact lolol.
-o god, your dad is so dumb. he's had 2-3 opportunities to work closer to home with benefits and yet he still has to stick to working like 20 miles away.
-i don't ask for much, your dad's lucky i didn't leave his ass. no other women would stick with his douchebag ass anyway from the way he behaves and treats me.
i forgot the rest...it's been like a week since that...just know it's an emphasis on my dad's ego and douchebaggery. he's why i'm so apprehensive about drinking and junk because it's just not cool since he's such a drunk. as a measure to help my mom and my family, i've been giving my mom 200$ in cash per bank trip...which is about every 4 weeks...so i'm paying my parents back basically 200$/month which isn't much but it's better than nothing i guess (it's half my paycheck)...my little brother still doesn't have a job and he goes out late at night more than i do. how lame is that.
So I got one of those "tag" or "awarded" things for being a blog with "substance" but i'll take it anyway.
1. Thank the blogger who gave me the award.
Jenni @ http://delightful-reminisce.blogspot.com/
2. Sum up your blogging philosophy, motivation, and experience using five words.
my insanity, anguish, drive, feelings, and life?
i've never really blogged for the sake of having readers really...i've only put my link on soompi for kicks and let people enjoy the things i like also, but i've never really expected feedback. sure, it'd be cool to get free shit to endorse but yeah..i'd probably lose the will to blog that way. it's pretty much solely my diary or...friend that you instant message but never get a reply from. my blog is more for me than anything. i don't really know if i've ever really posted anything closely related to substance or useful advice but yeah...there's a plug for you Jenni. lol.
i will officially be taking over a class of adorable 3rd graders this wednesday...ahh! hopefully i make my boss proud and have a wonderful class to watch over. i bought a 2 bags of chocolates to give out to good kids eventually but i've already eaten alot of the reese's peanut butter cups already LOL. -___-.
yep that's pretty much my recap of the week. random pictures from my phone and whatnot nao.
one of my first couple of pictures with fxcamera app on android ^ ^.
it was a bit cold...like 70 deg. F cold...
and then it was rainy!!!
and then it was just cool with no rain...
mall...well...part of a mall.
kill myself nao. its hot/pretty warm again...btw
i see the posting picture option is more user friendly...now if only i could select multiple pictures at once to upload rather than click one by one -___- ~ holy caca...lots of junk this entry...