i'll try to fit in an entry before i go to sleep because i want to correct some of my kids' work tomorrow since my brother has been making me feel guilty for making him do it. i don't force him to do it though. i buy food and stuff in return too, and i've also bought him some clothes along with my online purchases. jeezus...he's such a whiney douche.
|surprisingly! i had some valentines heehee♥|
yesterday, i had dinner with some middle school friends of mine and i feel really disconnected with them these days. it's like we're not thinking on the same level anymore...ah...what is wrong with me...or them...have people changed? or have i?...i did appreciate them paying for me...as well as my older colleagues who also paid for me. ugh...i hate thinking.
|someone "mailed" this to me last week or so...i found it in my cubby and it was so utterly cute and heartwarming. i loveee my original kids and miss being their teacher..T___T gah.|
|my uh...typical expensive american dinner @ dave and busters...i would rather have in n out...|
|happy birthday to me.|
|beer, beer, and more beer. i hate beer...but i've found some tolerable ones...|
|kalamari and donut sized onion rings. cheeers.|
i guess this is why i decided to go my own way and disconnect myself from all people i once knew so well, because i always knew things like this were bound to happen eventually. during my bar lounging with my colleagues...it was so chill and we were all comfortable with eachother. i was hoping for that same feeling. that bar lounging was somewhat enlightening. my friend brought up the idea of first crushes, confessions, etc, and i wasn't ashamed or afraid to say i never really had any of those (was it the alcohol?). to my surprise, another colleague that came said she's never had a boyfriend and she's older than me. she said she's dated a guy for like 2 years though and i was like "wow that's a lot of dates" because they were never officially a couple. i never had that though...but it's alright. it seems pretty normal now that i've talked about it with people.
i guess i'll close off my entry with some remaining pictures and junk. i'll be starting my last semester of community college this tuesday (hooray). no more sleeping at 4:30am.
|from last entry's trip to angels knoll but from my DSLR.|
so yeah! if you want to try to look like a perfect sort of italian guy (because D&G is italian?) definitely get a good moisturizer, sunscreen, concealer, groom and define the brows, have some smashing hair, work fucccking hard for a good body, and you're good to go!