my left side is all kinked up today...i had like...good yet crappy sleep, if that makes any sense hah!
good, that i slept past 5 hours. bad, that i woke up finding a bunch of my jackets and shirts in random places around my bed (jacket smashed beside me, tshirts beside my face, other shirts and jackets on the other side of me...)
haven't written in a month.
part of that being that i don't even have much to write and another being that i don't have the energy to with school and work and all.
i can't wait for classes to be over in the next couple weeks!
i'll be transferring to a new school in the fall and finish up undergrad there.
after that, i just asked the group if anything was on tv today and someone said harry potter was on abc family so party leader decided to just pop in one of the harry potter movies to play in the background because he couldn't find the marathon on abc family.
i showed up to the potluck with my jeans cuffed to my ankles since i wore slippers and a vneck which i use to consider too deep, long, and loose, on me but i've filled it out now and ___ (whom i'll call "b") was like WOOOAH peter, you've been working out or something? and i'm always stuck being like "uhh...i try to?" because i exercise on a regular basis since like 2009 and we see each other every couple months so it shouldn't be that dramatic? my self image is incredibly skewed isn't it? but i don't know, i guess it's because i'm usually wearing a cardigan or something. i don't know or remember who but someone was poking at my arm too...heh...the same thing about my body happened at practice too for the dance thing i mentioned in the last entry. i'm like...is my body that different from last year? *in my head* but in actualility...i was like "uh...no...i'm so fat." lol because someone was like "oh ___ has some competition~" and ___ use to be a trainer at LA fitness.
here's an old outfit picture with the shirt i wore.
|chocolate cake with the ice cream i bought months back, and a glass of dessert wine (or two...).|
i did happen to read a really cute comic book for asian american literature class though. it's called "american born chinese" by gene yang and i totally recommend it. i really want to buy everything he's published because i really liked that comic.
may 12th was my mama's birthday and the 3rd anniversary of the sichuan quake. i bought my mom a new wallet since she said she's in need of one so i bought her the tokidoki x hello kitty one. i kind of wished i just went ahead and bought the loungefly one i bought lisa a loong while back because it's much cuter but whatever. my mom appreciated it and it'll be a change from her current wallet. i want a new wallet myself and have been eyeing this coach one...for like a year but i haven't found any justification to get it for 168$...
so my highschool friends and i had our performance like last friday? and yeah...i did pretty bad but watevers lol. it's not like i was in competition for a trophy or anything. this was because our dance teacher was finally retiring and it sort of gives us an excuse to visit her and i'm sure she likes to see us come back more than anything.
it was done in 5 rehearsals...2nd half of boys piece was done 2 rehearsals prior...
|may 19th?, 2011|
|feb 18, 2011|
i saw ami recommend sonia kashuk's concealer palette so i went ahead and bought it yesterday since i'm running out of concealer anyway. i had NO idea the palette would be so small so i bought the tinted moisturizer and captain america undies while i was at target, lol. i'm almost done with my last bb cream anyway...and i'll never buy another one again...hopefully lol
i saw this like thai dude in heels and a off shoulder sweater. i'm not sure if this person was a transgender or not but it was kind of weird. it was also dark already and he was wearing sunglasses in the store but it can't be as weird as me in the makeup aisle and this other asian girl and her boyfriend or something standing beside me while i decide which shade of tinted moisturizer i should get...HAH.
needa exercise now before it's too late (almost 12:30am right nao).