I'm more than just an option & I refuse to be forgotten~

I took a chance with my heart
And I feel it taking over
I’d better find your lovin'
I’d better find your heart.
I bet if I give all my love, then nothing’s gonna tear us apart~

Even though it seems like so, I certainly am not trying to make this a once a month thing. I've basically been preoccupied with work (4~hours), school (3~4 hours), and exercising (1.5~2 hours). Anything in between those, is usually sleeping, driving, watching my television shows, or eating. I really want a hunky body by summer but the likelihood of that happening, I think, is pretty slim. I can't give up eating like the average American... ; ~ ; so I'm taking it sloooooooow. Why can't getting a hunky body be as easy as studying for an exam? School is important but health + appearance is just as important *cry*. I find it odd that my weight is currently at 175lbs when I'm not taking any weight gainers or anything alongside my routine. I'm only 5' 6.5 too, so it kind of baffles me and scares me into thinking there's something wrong with me. I'm not any fatter but those cropped pants I have from UNIQLO, I can't button them anymore. *tears* As I slowly shed body fat, I'll hopefully be able to fit into them again (probably another year from now). Darn my legs! Sometimes, I wish I had twig legs so it'd just be easier to pull up bottoms and button while other times, I'm like "heheh...that guy looks funny" in my head whenever I dudes wearing ill fitting shorts when them twig legs. My legs are getting more distinctly vein-y though! If only the same could be said about my biceps, if only...

I wouldn't mind a not as lean DILF body like this, honestly. Jeeeezus *fans self*

I watched a few movies since my last entry. My favorite would be Wreck-It Ralph, then What's Your Number, followed by the dog turd of a movie called Magic Mike. I can't remember if I watched anything else along with those. I thought Wreck-It Ralph was really creative and had a great storyline. I like chick flicks, so What's Your Number was better than good to me. I feel like any movie with Chris Evans in it I'd like. I previously said the exact same thing in an entry but with Mila Kunis instead, lol. I basically watched Magic Mike because I was a horndog. For a movie that's targeted towards women and homos, the movie didn't really go anywhere and only spanned over a period of three months. Also, Matt Bomer never really had any lines in that movie, blasphemy! Essentially, I felt fat and underwhelmed from that film. Even though people think Channing Tatum is a butterface or something, I ain't gonna lie, he's nice to look at. *drops mic* --walks away--

And if you ask me where I want to go...

I say, "all the way"~~
Justin Timberlake's new album is poppin'~
I also can't wait to hear Avril Lavigne's new single coming out in the coming weeks. 

Sorry for the neglect, my lovely blog. I haven't had much to say (and my follower number for this thing has been stagnant for...ever...not that I care all that much about it. Just sayin'). I guess my lack of entries shows how much is going through my mind intellectually. I did pretty mediocre in one of my classes, so I was expecting a high C or low B in it. I'm pretty disappointed in that because I had that professor in the quarter prior. But then again, it's pretty much my fault because I didn't do any of the readings or used any quotes in my papers AT ALL. I'm totally having SUPER senioritis. I was also super scared of checking my grades because of my political analysis class which consisted of only homework, a midterm, and huge final which determines my final grade. I did all my homework and if any of them was NOT done by a step-by-step guide to doing any statistical analysis, then I most likely did it wrong. My midterm, I pretty much failed. We got to grade them ourselves and I gave myself a 68 out of 100 on it. Our final was basically a huge statistical research paper to prove if your hypothesis was right or wrong. I think I did a good job at attempting to show that I learned in my professor's class, but I don't know. In the end, I gathered the balls to check my grade late Friday night/ Saturday. Once I got to the "my grades" part of the student services site, I'm always confronted with my GPA and noticed it didn't change much, so my grades were not too bad. I looked to see what I got in both my classes and to my surprise, I found that I got a B- in both of them. Whew~~~~ *wipes sweat and huffs a puff of smoke*

I'm not blessed with the ability to excel in academics so my GPA isn't that special. I've been able to keep a 3.0 since I've transferred to that university though, so it's an accomplishment within itself (for me anyway). All my days of working in the afternoon, going to class at night with heavy red eyes, and sleeping well into lunch time the next day...ah~....continues...

My biggest accomplishment since last entry was probably this.

I ran my fastest mile EVER, IN MY LIFE. It was funny because I knew I beat my last record of like 8 minutes and 16 seconds or so, but I didn't know I could beat it by almost a full minute. I think I had the weather to thank for that and my body for being properly fueled at rested at that very moment. As of right now, I'm sort of suffering from fatigue and I'm sore in different areas of my legs. I haven't been able to be remotely close to that. I'm always hovering right above the 8 minute mark.