And I feel it taking over
I’d better find your lovin'
I’d better find your heart.
I bet if I give all my love, then nothing’s gonna tear us apart~
Even though it seems like so, I certainly am not trying to make this a once a month thing. I've basically been preoccupied with work (4~hours), school (3~4 hours), and exercising (1.5~2 hours). Anything in between those, is usually sleeping, driving, watching my television shows, or eating. I really want a hunky body by summer but the likelihood of that happening, I think, is pretty slim. I can't give up eating like the average American... ; ~ ; so I'm taking it sloooooooow. Why can't getting a hunky body be as easy as studying for an exam? School is important but health + appearance is just as important *cry*. I find it odd that my weight is currently at 175lbs when I'm not taking any weight gainers or anything alongside my routine. I'm only 5' 6.5 too, so it kind of baffles me and scares me into thinking there's something wrong with me. I'm not any fatter but those cropped pants I have from UNIQLO, I can't button them anymore. *tears* As I slowly shed body fat, I'll hopefully be able to fit into them again (probably another year from now). Darn my legs! Sometimes, I wish I had twig legs so it'd just be easier to pull up bottoms and button while other times, I'm like "heheh...that guy looks funny" in my head whenever I dudes wearing ill fitting shorts when them twig legs. My legs are getting more distinctly vein-y though! If only the same could be said about my biceps, if only...
|I wouldn't mind a not as lean DILF body like this, honestly. Jeeeezus *fans self*|